DARK ROOM 2

 

I’ll take you by the hand and I will lead you to the dark

I’ll walk you through the night and bring you back by dawn

Go to your wildest dream you will never feel the pain

I’ll shield you from the hurt it will never return again

 

I can be your secret lust

I can be the one you trust

I can be your  puppy doll

Together we can share our love

 

People come and go and your friends you never see

Can’t wait to close your eyes to come back with me

And now my taste is sweet but only through the night

Little girl don’t worry none together we will shine

 

I can be your secret lust

I can be the one you trust

I can be your puppy doll

Together we can share our love

FADE AWAY 4

 

If you could only see what I see, a hundred memories everyday

But in the morning when I awake, 99 have slipped away

I don’t remember what your name is, but I recognize the face

You tell me stories of yesterday, but I just fade away

I just fade away

I hope you know I really love you, I hope you know I really care

I sit and watch you do the same things, through my puzzled stare

But when I'm bad and when I'm angry, you know the truth it isn't me

I kick and fight and call you evil, then we start another day.

We start another day

We start another day  

I look at you through my teary eyes, I can’t believe what I see

A child looking back at me, even though you're 83

Well I'm the parent I’m the dad now, I’ll teach you things you taught me

You hold my hand with a vacant look, This isn't how its supposed to be

It’s not supposed to be

It’s not supposed to be

I want someone to vent my anger on don’t want to vent on you

I want to shout and kick and scream, I want to shake it out of you

I’m feeling down and I’m feeling low, And I'm on a razors edge

The day is done I go to sleep, tomorrow it’s the same

We start another day

We start another day  

Don't know how much more I can take I’m on the brink I’m on the end

I need some respite I need some space to breath and just be me

My dad he's gone bless his soul there's a stranger in the chair

It looks like him but an empty shell I really do despair

I really do despair

I really do despair   

PSYCHO 1

 

I see you sniffing on my wall, troll my friends they tell me all

A little worrier that you’ve become, sat in your chair so comfortable

And I said hey, hey, glad I got away

 hey, hey, glad I got away

And I said Hey, hey, hey, hey, glad I got away

 

I see envy in your eyes you don’t fool me with your disguise

To my face all smiles and thumbs since I left what have you become

And I said hey, hey, glad I got away

 hey, hey, glad I got away

And I said Hey, hey, hey, hey, glad I got away

 

You ruled my life but now your gone, dead to me because of what you’ve done

You took my trust you bent my shape, forced to snap its your mistake

And I said hey, hey, glad I got away

 hey, hey, glad I got away

And I said Hey, hey, hey, hey, glad I got away

 

See me walking down the street, you better cross so we don’t meet

The magic smile don’t work no more, a blackened soul to the core

And I said Hey, hey, stay the hell away

GROUNDHOG DAY 3

 

Save me from my mind it’s gonna kick my ass

Plays games everyday don’t know how long I’ll last

Some days I’m feeling great some days it turns all black

Will you fight for me will you have my back

 

 

Will you fight for me will you take it all a way

All away all away all away

 

Sometimes when I wake up I play the jokers part

I’m on a high that is I’m never coming back

The doc says take your pills and it will go away

The demon's know my name I’m living groundhog day

 

Will you fight for me will you take it all a way

All away all away all away

 

I’m living groundhog day will it go away

 

Will you fight for me will you take it all a way

All away all away all away

 

The noise inside my head is driving me insane

I can hear my blood rushing through my veins

I’m living with this curse today I’ve got my back

But when I’m feeling great it stops me in my tracks

 

Will you fight for me will you take it all a way

All away all away all away

DEEP DOWN IN DEBT 5

 

The posties at my door with another letter for me

I put it on the pile in the drawer so I don’t see

I bury me head I’m in a mountain of debt

Got no work no pride and all I get is threats

 

Deep down in debt Deep down in debt  

Deep down in debt Deep down in debt

 

I read in the papers another man has taken his life

Left his three kids alone a mortgage and a wife

It’s getting so common there’s people on the edge

Big companies they don’t care they carry on collecting debt

 

Rape me you wanna break me Rape me you wanna break me

 

You wanna take it take everything from me

You want the clothes off my back

Well come and try it

You wanna take it take everything from me

The food from my kids mouths

Well come and try it mother fucker

 

You ain’t singled out your just another brick in the wall

They push money down your throat well ha I spent it all

Fuck you and fuck the banks and fuck the credit card companies

They ain't happy till they’ve dragged us down to our fucking knees

 

Rape me you wanna break Rape me you wanna break me

 

You wanna take it take everything from me

You want the shirt from my back

Well come and try it

You wanna take it take everything from me

The food from my kids mouths

Well come and try it mother fucker

 

Deep down in debt deep down in debt

Deep down in debt deep down in debt

 

You wanna take it take everything from me

You want the shirt off my back

Well come and try it

You wanna take it take everything from me

The food from my kids mouths

I HATE MIRRORS 7

 

Look in the mirror what do I see

A stranger she’s staring back at me

I close my eyes use them as disguise

Sometimes I wish that I was blind

But when I open my eyes again

I pray he’s looking back at me

But there it is so clear as day

That girl she’s starring back at me

 

I hate my self I despise my self

 

Change me can’t you see I’m I living hell

Love me I just want to love myself

Free me cut these chains from my heart

Angry I hate myself

 

When I was young I beat my chest

hoping that nothing would appear

Clothes that I wore were not out of choice

Would make me hide or disappear

Things that are said were over my head

A young boy in mind but not in view

My mother would look she wouldn't accept

 The man that’s fighting here lives too

 

I hate my self I despise my self

 

Change me can’t you see I’m I living hell

Love me I just want to love myself

Free me cut these chains from my heart

Angry I hate myself